These days I have been floundering a little. Searching for a job has been causing me to search for my existential purpose in life, and I am unsure of the direction I am supposed to go. There has been no sign post, no audible voice, no words drawn in the sand directing me. What did I want to do with my life again? I forget.
Despite the lack of an occupation...and the subsequent worries that co-exist with this type of lifestyle, I have been keeping busy with little adventures that I have been longing to do the past two years and couldn't due to the daily horrors of studenthood.
Adventures:
1. Trips to the library...I like to sit at the tables in the back on the fourth floor. The sun streams in, and the smell of musty non-fiction is more enjoyable than I remember it being. Perhaps because the context is different.
2. Gardening. Aside from my daily garden adventures, which include pulling up dead Boxwood that has roots the size of a refrigerator, I have been to two gardening workshops at Sage Garden Herbs, a local greenhouse that is the delight of my heart. The last workshop I went to was called the Summer Solstice Workshop, and we learned about magical herbs, and danced around a bonfire of burning embers. I made a pot with a strawberry plant, marigolds, a sunflower, a pepper plant, a flower called Midnight Candy that blooms only at night and smells spicy sweet, and some other plants that I can't remember. Here is a picture of my pot. Please note that it is in cauldron. How else are magical plants to be grown?
3. Reading. I just finished The Blue Castle by L.M. Montgomery. Here is a sampling of the poetic passages that are in this little gem of a book: "The woods will have their own way even with those obvious dandelions. In a little while all that obtrusive yellowness and complacency will be gone and we'll find here misty, phantom-like globes hovering over these long grasses in full harmony with the traditions of the forest."
4. Cooking/Baking...actually this is just a prelude to the actual action of cooking. Today I want to make The Best Coffee Cake EVER, and Macaroni and Cheese.
5. Doing the Bikini Blast Workout video with Kim. "Blast away that fat, and get ready to have a bikini body all year round." Oh yeah.
6. Dreaming about traveling to the East Coast. On a train.
7. Walking. Walking around the neighborhood. Walking and listening to the ol' Ipod. Walking and reflecting. Walking and swatting mosquitoes.
"There are no rules of architecture for a castle in the clouds." -Gilbert K. Chesterton-
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Evening News
I went for a walk this evening. The sun was setting. The clouds were flecked with gold and amber. The grass waved proudly in the breeze. Momma duck and her six ducklings swam around the neighborhood pond eating delicious bugs for dinner. The pavement stretched on in endearing patterns of possibilities....
...and then...
...To my great horror and dismay, a small bunny rabbit ran in front of me, bounded across the road, and was smushed beneath the wheels of a car. Smoosh. Squish. Squelch.
It was gross. Unfortunately I had forgotten my camera so I could not capture an image of the tragic aftermath. I know, I know. Next time. I promise.
Music News:
I recommend listening to the new Stars album, The Five Ghosts, being release June 22. It is lovely.
I went for a walk this evening. The sun was setting. The clouds were flecked with gold and amber. The grass waved proudly in the breeze. Momma duck and her six ducklings swam around the neighborhood pond eating delicious bugs for dinner. The pavement stretched on in endearing patterns of possibilities....
...and then...
...To my great horror and dismay, a small bunny rabbit ran in front of me, bounded across the road, and was smushed beneath the wheels of a car. Smoosh. Squish. Squelch.
It was gross. Unfortunately I had forgotten my camera so I could not capture an image of the tragic aftermath. I know, I know. Next time. I promise.
Music News:
I recommend listening to the new Stars album, The Five Ghosts, being release June 22. It is lovely.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Today I went to the Farmer's Market. I drank a mug of tea. I listened to some good music. I checked out the progress of my little garden and discovered that two of my beans have popped out of the soil.
I think themes and motifs are fascinating...So I will subject you to my odd obsession of finding random connections. LOOK! Three bands that start with SEA and end with an animal.
Seabear
Sea Wolf
Seabird
I think themes and motifs are fascinating...So I will subject you to my odd obsession of finding random connections. LOOK! Three bands that start with SEA and end with an animal.
Seabear
Sea Wolf
Seabird
Friday, June 11, 2010
My Little Brother
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Almost there!
An update:
-It is raining tonight.
-One of my favourite things to do right now is mow the lawn...especially while listening to The Shins. Dunno why.
-Bethany and I are planning a trip to Home Outfitters to "buy wedding presents" but really we are going to try out their massage chairs.
-I can hear frogs.
-I love my green, fuzzy blanket.
-I miss being able to drive 10 minutes to get to the lake.
-I love worms.
-I am trying not to eat wheat or dairy right now...and failing miserably.
-I forget to take my Chinese medicine daily.
Thursday, June 03, 2010
Because I can't convey my heart and soul in a musical confection...
...I would love to share some people who can.
Jordan Klassen
-Good music if you are in a contemplative mood, it is both relaxing and inspiring.
Zaac Pick
-A bit outdoorsy sounding. Makes me wanna go for a walk.
Pat Lepoidevin
-Music that makes me feel like I would like to be a man. Not really sure why.
The Good Lovelies
-Some really cool girls.
Corey Isenor
-I like him. Vulnerable and approachable. I feel as though could have a conversation with this person.
Dan Griffin
-I don't remember why I liked him.
Caracol
-Who doesn't like some good French music every now and again?
Michael Bernard Fitzgerald
-Ha! laughter and art coincide in a foot-stampin' good time.
Tilly and the Wall
-I am cute and vivacious music that lingers in your soul.
Land of Talk
-Occasionally melancholy. I needed a tissue.
Jordan Klassen
-Good music if you are in a contemplative mood, it is both relaxing and inspiring.
Zaac Pick
-A bit outdoorsy sounding. Makes me wanna go for a walk.
Pat Lepoidevin
-Music that makes me feel like I would like to be a man. Not really sure why.
The Good Lovelies
-Some really cool girls.
Corey Isenor
-I like him. Vulnerable and approachable. I feel as though could have a conversation with this person.
Dan Griffin
-I don't remember why I liked him.
Caracol
-Who doesn't like some good French music every now and again?
Michael Bernard Fitzgerald
-Ha! laughter and art coincide in a foot-stampin' good time.
Tilly and the Wall
-I am cute and vivacious music that lingers in your soul.
Land of Talk
-Occasionally melancholy. I needed a tissue.
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
Brag, Brag, Brag...
My mum has an artistic side and I love to brag about her abilities! Here is an Etsy page that features some of her art, along with the creations of her co-worker and co-worker's daughter. She made some of the felted figures and jingle balls.
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